Something has happened to me tonight.

If there was a sort of beam of energy connecting me and X, it got severed tonight. Don't know how or why, but I no longer feel like I love him or could trust him, except as a friend.

12 hours ago I was  sobbing in his arms, and got him to agree to go to counseling next week because since we both love each other, we should see if we can make it work.

Now i feel like he will never be anything more than a friend. I feel like I have lost all other feeling for him.

What happened? I feel scared because I don;t understand.