Things are really bad.

I was so motivated these last few days but i hit a rough patch and I'm back where I started.

I have so many emotions going on in me now.

This break up has triggered something deep within me.

I feel so down its sickening.
I double cheked online and most of what I'm going through now are sympthons of depression.

Feeling sad on a continous basis, lack of energy, no desire to get involved or do fun things anymore, crying and getting angry at end.

I need help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey guys,

I know I've not been up here for a while.

I've been actually busy, working and volunteering.

This I've found to be a good way to keep your mind off the past.

I'm actually enjoying beibg single. It really nice to say NO to dates, especially cute guys. I guess I get a bit of satisfaction saying no.

It really is nice to see other men checking me out. It makes me see I've still got it. This is very lame but it also makes me feel abit more confident again.

I've realised no matter how bad the relationship was, how bad I wanted it to work, I deserved a whole lot better than I got.

Be positive, and feel good.

Its a stepping stone my ladies!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Today is not too bad.

I hunged out all weekend with friends so I had very little time to think of my ex.

He still calls me for I don't know what reason, but I have refused to pick up his calls.

If its over, then its over.
There's nothing to talk about now.

A good thing to move on is avoiding all contacts whatsoever for a while - no emails, no txt messages, no phone calls and definitely no visits.
I know it sounds a stretch, but even if you could avoid places you know he goes to it would be very good for your own sanity.

This is following the old rule - "out of sight, out of mind".